Talk:Sendou Aki/@comment-185.212.169.245-20200624162732/@comment-44330163-20200624171437

Gesu is a way of saying shit, trash or scum in japanese, is basically just another of the lot of things the fans have been calling her and Takatrash since the letter incident.

To whom Aki owes an apology above all is Miharu and maybe Masato too, the only ones she did something to are those two and not Rio, in the WN she didn't knew that she was being used for deceiving Rio among others, first she was told that Rio needed to go somewhere else without them and that he said before leaving that they should stay with Takatrash until then, that he would go visit them once he's done with his businesses, the Aki of the WN still doesn't even now how many lies Takatrash told to her and Rio during the letter incident.

To begin with, it's not like Aki forgot how much Rio helped her or that she isn't thankfull, but this is this and that is that, for the Aki who doesn't know the truth about the divorce is simply impossible to know how much right or wrong she is on her feelings, so self-reflecting is impossible, even more when from her point of view she and her mother were effectively abandoned by her brother and father. If she thinks her family abandoned her is normal to hate the two, even Rio himself said on the volume 10 that by his own will or not the number of older brother-like things that he did for Aki during his time as Haruto is really zero.